Äntligen har jag fått tillbaka julkänslan. Åkt skidor, julshoppat och stökat hemma i Ljusdal i dagarna två. Idag var det grymma skidspår, härlig åkning och grymt glid på nyskidorna!

Amerikanerna har åkt, måste säga att det känns tomt. Konstigt nog blev jag otroligt fäst vid en av dem på så kort tid. Ja, vem vet var livet tar en. Man kan sannerligen aldrig vara säker eller förutspå när fantastiska eller mindre fantastiska saker skall hända en. Se bara på Neca's ansiktsuttryck, så härligt det är med vinter =)

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Måste säga att jag saknar henne...

There she walked away. The rain was drizzling down, the night had taken them beyond imagination. It was love at its very best, forbidden form. It was a thing between two people that noone could explain. It all happened out of the blue, who could have foreseen? Two people from different worlds, united in a love serenade. It gave him hope again, hope to love, hope to find what he is really looking for, hope that there really is someone out there for him, and hope that a certain someone will love him back just as much. But also, it was a thing that happened within thirtysix hours and probably will never happen again. A day that had it all, from complete strangers to emotional wrecks. And then back to strangers again, or so. The distance between is too far, the obstacles are too big, the reality would hit them both and only the memories would persist. The memories of the shortest but yet greatest fairytale of their lives...



You give some, you take some. Sometimes you have to take a chance on what you believe, although it requires sacrifices. I missed the train this morning, overslept. Such a loser, but oh hey, it isn't the end of the world, and there is no such word as regret. It was so worth it! Actually the alarm didn't work, so it wasn't all my fault. I'm missing the only skiing competition in Ljusdal this year, that is sad. I really wanted to see my friends compete today. I'm sorry.


Close your eyes, clear your heart
My sign is vital, my hand are cold, and I'm on my knees looking for answers

Pay my respects to grace and virtue
Send my condolences to good
Give my regards to soul and romance

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I'll be home by 6 today, so long

Julen på ingång!!! Jag har shoppat klappar två dagar i rad nu, fast det har nästan blivit mest grejer till mig själv. Tänk vad julhandeln lever på sånna som mig. Det är inte klokt. Men jag e nöjd med mina inköp =) Dessa vantar på bilden nedan bland annat. Granit är en kedja med mycket sköna grejer, inte alls dyrt heller. Rekommenderas starkt. Jag köpte även en kimono, hur skön som helst. Tyvärr ingen bild.

Har i princip lov nu, Hade sista tentan och redovisning i tisdags. Dock finns det frivilliga inlämningsuppgifter att göra som höjer betyget. Får se hur många jag orkar med. Har man väl slappnat av är det svårt att sätta igång igen, den bittra sanningen.


Det råder Jennifer Aniston hype i USA just nu, och inte konstigt efter hennes senaste kontroversiella utvik i tidningen GQ. Eller vad sägs om denna bilden t.ex. Visst håller hon än, det är solklart. Men jag vet ju knepen med att retuschera bilder. Det går att förvandla en hel del. Nää hursomhelst, cred till Jen =)

I've seen some great films lately, and I can't stop myself from writing in english here on my swenglish blog :) The first one here is a new movie, it's on in the cinemas. I watched it a few days ago, It's called Twilight. Great scenery, good actors, quite cool story. I really like the girl in the film (of course). She is very natural, and pretty, also quite young, which I didn't realize until afterwards. But all the girls I'm sure loves the guy she's playing against. He is pretty hot too :P What are their real names? It's Kristen Stewart and Robert Pattison. They're well worth checking up. I'm sure we will see a lot more from both of 'em. This is one of the trailers for the film. This is the shortest one and there is more on youtube of course.

Kikat lite på One tree Hill och där finns det ju en tjej som heter Lindsay, då kom jag att tänka på min vän Lindsay som jag träffade i Sydney. Den här bilden på oss från en fest gör mig så glad. Det var en härlig sommarkväll det =)

It's kind of sick, I can be up one minute, down the other and then up again the third. Meaning that my moods are varying so quick. What is really going on here? I don't really now. But I do know that music is the key to a lot of things. And also, By just changing your thoughts for a little bit a hell of a difference in your mindsetting can be made. From happy to sad, sad to happy, or anything basically. One sometimes have to think of the good stuf, not dwell on the miserabilities (if that's even a word) =) And sometimes you have to make a stand for what you believe in, or really stand for. "So much violence ends in silence, it's a shame there's noone to blame for a all the pain, that life brings. If you will just take me, it might just complete me... and together we can make a stand" - (old song by Jewel). However, lyrics get to me, almost every day. I wish I could write great stuf myself. I sometimes try, but never really gets satisfied by it. Although I am writing here quite often, which covers some of the things I need to get out. "Jag skriver om allt för att veta att jag finns, minns mer än jag borde, hela livet blir en film... Jag skriver om sånt, som gör ont och sånt som känns... Det finns en längtan till allting som kan rymmas bakom orden..." - (Navid Modiri). That was swedish tho :P But very true to me. Here is another one I was just listening to which was played in the One Tree Hill season five, episode nine, I think. "Memories they're following me like a shadow now, And I'm dreamin', And I've already suffered the fever of disbelief" - sung by the pretty great singer Kate Voegele. It just catches me, Lyrics that make me think of old days, but also days to come. I don't really know how to end this contribution, but I have to, since I'm going to practise now. But hey, never forget to live your life, whatever it consists of. Despite all different mindsettings, ups and downs, life always has a lot of great things to give!

        

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